
Max is in such a fun stage right now I thought I would write a few things down about him. This kid is absolutely hilarious. He is constantly keeping us entertained these days! He loves to laugh. Recently, if we play a game or make him giggle somehow (even if it's just making eye contact, me spontaneously laughing and him laughing at me back), he likes to do it over and over. And once it winds down, he looks at me and does the sign for more. He just wants to laugh with us! He loves to read books and his favorites are the "piggy book" and curious george. Or "jiij" as he likes to say. Sometimes when we're in his room, he picks out a book and slowly backs up to me and sits on my lap for me to read to him. It melts me. =) He loves to be chased. He loves his "nana blankie" (the circle quilt Mari made him) and loves to point at the picture of her on it and talk to her. He loves his NANA. period. =) He is a major daddy's boy and can't stand being separated from him! If Danny even goes outside without him, he is so upset. He is talking a bit more, making animal sounds and all that. He often says "baaa chuuu..." in a singsongy voice and we have no CLUE what it means, but it's cute anyway. He also says nana for Nana and banana, baa for ball and balloon, mama, daddy, deder for Heather, Boot for book and boots, a buch of other things. And he still signs for more, milk, and all done. He does a lot of pointing and grunting too, which is pretty cute. He also nods yes and no, which we really love. He is scared of cars (yes!) and doesn't like to be riding his little car in the driveway when one of our neighbors pull into the cul de sac. He is also afraid of the vacuum and just can't seem to get over the fear! Even though we have let him help us push it, if he isn't being held when its on, he can't take it.
He is teething right now, the last of his canines are coming in. For Max, this means that he acts completely normal, but doesn't sleep well. So he will NOT go to bed at night. Just. WON'T. do it. SO for the last few nights he has stayed up until 11! The funny thing is that he is so happy. He wants to play and laugh and cuddle and read stories, but not sleep. No way. On top of it all, he has a little eye infection of some kind and has been getting bad eye goobers at night.
A couple nights ago I got in the hot shower with him at almost midnight to help clear his eyes. He fell asleep in my arms and I just stared at him and held him close for the longest time. I can't believe how beautiful he is and how perfect each little feature is in my eyes. I couldn't ask for a sweeter boy and I can't imagine life without him. I can't believe that he has grown into a toddler and it kills me how quickly time is passing. Wasn't his first birthday just weeks ago? How can I have a TWO YEAR OLD in just another few months?? It isn't possible.
And then, the thought of another. I guess it's probably about time to think about a sibling for my little guy, but how can I possibly love another the way I love him? There is just no room in my heart for anyone but him. When I think of every fun baby moment and stage, of course I want to experience it all over again. But with him. Can I just start over with the one I have?
Max, I love you. A million times over. You are my best little guy and mean the world to me! I only hope we are always as close as we are now and that I can be worthy of being your mama. THank you for your unconditional love and for the things you teach me and show me about yourself every day. Please stop getting so big. Okay? I can't wait for Florida next week and for December to come- that means no work for mommy, and lots of play time with you. You're my world