



these little mary janes were mine as a baby. they're suuuuper tiny and were still a little too big at 6 weeks. my babies have miniature feet. =) i love having some things of mine to hand down to her.


i know a first day at church probably isn't that big of a deal, but it was a really special day for me. of course i loved introducing her (aka shamelessly showing her off) to my friends and snuggling my baby girl in church the whole time. but i also just had a really special moment during relief society (the last hour class at our church and it's just women) and we were singing the spirit of god. i was suddenly so overwhelmed with love for this sweet girl and felt so blessed to be a mom and to have a daughter. it feels like a very different task than raising a boy and i felt that little whisper that i need to step it up and be ready to teach lucy the things she will need to know in life. i sat and thought of all the women who had done the same thing, singing the same song and rocking their own babies, many of them in more difficult situations. i thought of my mom, danny's mom, our grandmothers, and all the women before us who raised their daughters and made great sacrifices so that i could have the opportunity to know of the savior and his plan for me. it was such an amazing realization.
sorry to get so mushy gushy- but man, so much happens in this crazy life of ours, and i don't ever want to forget this... i went back and read a bunch of posts from when max was a baby, and there were so many things i had forgotten about and i was so grateful i wrote them down. i love you lucy girl, and i'm so excited that i have the privilege of being your mom!












































